Sometimes, if you stay still in an empty room, there are voices talking to you. Voices that makes you happy or depressed which you will never know which one will come to you and feed your mind. Well, all i can hear nowadays is depressing voices, feeding my mind with endless fears. Fear of the future, fear of being alone, fear of everything, it is really scary if you ever feel the same with me. Well, i always smile. I rarely complain in public, i rarely admit that i am scared, but i think now i have to admit that i am scared because it’s getting more and more intense, even the slightest time im alone i feel scared and its eating my body. Its hard for me to have a sound sleep nowadays, i stay up late, i woke up early. It feels like i just dont wanna be alone, i really need someone to hold and hug. I just want the depressing voices disappear. I want my happy voices come to me again.
If somebody i know read this. Please dont treat me any differently, that will just make the voices come more often. Just hug me. That will do. You dont need to know why i feel like this, just hug me.